? THE TRUE ALPHA
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( Fight For The Throne )?
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By; Holland Cisca.
CHAPTER 48&49: A KISS TO REMEMBER.
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THEODORA ✓
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First, I really was hurt when he did admitted that he was really getting married to her. I mean, that Bîtch hole called Sophie.
And I can’t stop thinking why she has to be an obstacle to my life.
She took Kaleb away from me and now him?
I mean, how am I supposed to be happy after all this are happening?
I know I’ve been a mess but that isn’t a good reason for her to be so pocky to my life.
I wanna act normal but… I don’t think it’s necessary anymore. I do wanna remember, or may be I have already.
But this… getting married to her? How am I supposed to feel with that? Normal? Hell no freaking way!!
Yeah, you can say it on my face. I’m a jealous freak. I totally accept it.
“Do you wanna remember every thing?” He asked.
“I do.” I fought so hard to hold back the tears in my eyes, and you know he won’t notice I was actually crying because of his so-called contract marriage.
Maybe he might think my tears was all because I do wanna remember what he thinks I am forgetting.
“I don’t know. Maybe I don’t want to.”
“It’s okay if you don’t want to, no one is forcing you.”
Of course, I do. I want you! Can’t you look into my heart and see how much I wish for you here?
How much I’ve hoped to look at your face, not to see the terror but the hope of survival.
And every moment I think of you… okay, I’m over thinking now.
“I’m sorry, but I have to go back to my room. Thanks for the walk. ” I didn’t let him say anything, I turned back, heading to my room.
I shut the door behind me, leaning against it as I stained my cheeks with my tears.
You don’t understand how much it really hurts to watch someone take away the things so dear to you.
Honestly, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I keep having this feelings and it’s like a heart beat, rising and falling every single second.
Maybe Holland was wrong. Maybe I ain’t just scared of him, maybe I am feeling this way because I… I am in love with him.
I was so devastated over the whole marriage stuff, and somehow my head won’t stop imagining the both of them standing before every single one of us together as husband and wife.
“No. No!” I held my head, shedding more than I can offer.
Holland thankfully being the gossip she is came to check on me only embarrassed by my tears.
“Hey, Dora, what’s the problem?” She asked. ” Did he yelled at you?”
” No, Holland, he didn’t. ” I sniffed.
” Then what happened? Did he acted like he didn’t remember you or something? Did he questioned you on why you were standing by his room door? ”
” No, Holland, he didn’t do any of those.” I said, sniffing hard again. ” He didn’t do any of those.”
” Then what’s making you cry so hard like this?” She asked, more worried. ” Did he kissed Sophie at your front?”
” No!” None of those questions were helping me, rather they made me want to cry the more.
“So say something and stop keeping me hanging. God, I’m getting more worried already. ”
” Holland, I am scared.” I finally found myself saying it out.
” Scared of what, Dora? Scared of dying? Come on, no one is dying and I can assure you this, Alpha Raymond isn’t gonna kill you anymore. I mean, it’s three days since your late husband passed away, and you’re still breathing. So clear the fears off, you are definitely not dying… at all. ” She assured me.
” I don’t think you understand what I am trying to say. Very soon he will be married to her and then every thing is gonna… I don’t know. ”
” Oh my goodness, Dora, you are in love!! ” She exclaimed happily.
” That isn’t helping either.”
” Of course, it is. You are developing feelings for his majesty, we should be jubilating and not crying our eyes out. I’m happy for you, Dora, this is the most exciting news I have ever heard in months. ”
” It’s not gonna help because very soon, any moment from today he will be getting married to her. And I can’t bear to imagine it all happening. ”
” Because it is never going to happen.” She said sternly.
” Oh I forgot, you’re the majesty now. ” I rolled my eyes.
“No, I’m d@mn serious about this. And the only way to prevent it from happening is you.”
” How? “I asked.
” You have to talk to him.”
” What? You kidding, aren’t you? You can’t expect me to talk to him about my feelings or explain how it hurts me to hear that he is getting married to that witch. This doesn’t make any sense at all!” I yelled.
” He’s probably gonna think I’m insane or maybe that… that all my crazy acts were all pretence. Holland, I don’t want him to know I remember everything.” I sniffed again, ” I’m just so scared of loosing him.”
“Look here, you don’t have to tell him that you remember everything now or that you’ve been listening about his marriage preparations. You just have to go to him and talk. ”
I was hoping she could realize her word “Talk.”
As if she knew what I was thinking about, she said. “I’m not talking about the normal talk. Sometimes you just have to picture things in the opposite. And when I said talk, I’m talking about the practical aspect of it. You don’t have to walk to him and say any of those you just said to me.”
” What do you mean by being practical? ” I asked.
” Now you’re getting to my point.”
” So what am I suppose to say or do?” I asked again.
” What you’re gonna talk is up to you and not me. When you walk into his chambers, you’re gonna make him believe you have something to say. Keep a steady eye contact with him, a direct one and trust me, he won’t let go because if he does, it’s all like he’ll lose you in a second.
