♤Chapter Fourteen ♤
☆UNEDITED☆
◇KIARA POV◇
“What does it say?” I asked Sharon anxiously, I was so nervous.
” Fuçk” she cursed looking at me sadly.
” What does it Fuçking say,” I say in fear.
” it seems like I would be an aunty again”. She handed the pregnancy test back to me. The two lines were something I wasn’t planning to see.
” at least you enjoyed the sëx” Sharon muttered patting my back.
How the Fuçk was I pregnant again, Jarden doesn’t even know about the kids I had for him before now this again.
” You’re gonna be okay love” Sharon tried to assure me.
“How? How am I gonna be okay? I am pregnant again, for Jarden! When he finds out that I kept his kids away from him even when we settled our issues he is going to h@të me, I am so Fuçked right now. I couldn’t help the tears that came running from my eyes.
I remembered what happened that morning when I found out we didn’t use protection.
☆FLASHBACK☆
” I don’t think you are gonna get pregnant, I haven’t gotten anybody pregnant before “Jarden tried to assure me. Well, that is what you think.
” what if I get pregnant?” I asked looking at Jarden with a teary eye.
” we can take care of our little angel together, you know I love you right, so it doesn’t matter. I sniffed when Jarden said that but I wasn’t ready for another child. I already have two children who stress the living hell out of me. I am not even sure Jon and Iris would want another sibling now.
” you can take the morning-after pills though ” Jarden suggested when he realised my mood hadn’t changed.
We went to the pharmacy to get a morning-after pill. And I took it, I Fuçking took it.
••••••PRESENT•••••••••
Pills never ever work for me, why is it always me?
” what are we gonna do about this issue now?” Sharon asked. What’s for sure is that I can’t get rid of my baby, I won’t do that. But how can I tell Jarden about his kids?
” how am I gonna tell jarden?”. Sharon bit her lips and then sighed.
” girl your issues are much… but I think you should tell Jarden about his unborn child first maybe that can boost his mood” she suggested. ” he was expecting the child before though “.
” not after taking the morning-after pills, he thinks I am off the line of getting pregnant ”
” ohh well, it seems like both your kids are kind of a mistake but a blessing though “. Yeah, I wasn’t expecting any of them but they are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
” but you have to confirm from a doctor first before you throw the bomb” Sharon hugged me as I began to cry. This was the second time this was happening to me but I feel this one was better.
” don’t cry it’s okay, I’m here” I sniffed then looked at her. I was so lucky to be her best friend.
” thank you ” I murmured resting my head on her shoulders.
” I would do anything for you Bîtch”.
I went to see a doctor and he confirmed that I was two weeks pregnant which means it has been two weeks since we had sëx although he didn’t stop there we had more sëx but we made sure we used protection.
I walked into Jarden’s office, and although his secretary told me he wasn’t around I insisted on staying. I know if I go back I won’t tell him anymore. I was so nervous.
“Who the hell are you?” I looked at the lady who walked towards me.
” well I don’t know you” I said back. I didn’t know this lady but I did not just like her, she was giving me bad vibes.
” well I don’t want to be the lesser person so, I’m Bria, Jarden’s wife,” she said smiling as if she just won a trophy.
” That’s nice to hear”.
” I know, now who the Fuçk are you and what are you doing in my husband’s office “. I rolled my eyes.
” oh well I’m your husband baby Mama”
” wtf…..” I glance at a shocking-looking Jarden who is standing at the entrance of the door.
Oh, just kill me.
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” I swear I didn’t want you to find out like that, she just pissed me off”. Jarden still looked shocked by my outburst.
” so.. the morning-after pills didn’t work?” He asked and I nodded negatively.
“We are having a baby?” He walks closer to me.
” yes, we are” I was surprised when Jarden jumped up with joy.
” my dream has finally come true” he carried me and started spinning me around. I couldn’t help but start laughing. I was so happy that he was happy.
” I am so going to throw a divorce paper at Bria’s face” jarden lips connected with mine before I could even say something else.
” I love you” he murmured.
I felt so guilty, he was so happy that we were having a child. I wished I had told him about Iris and Jon earlier maybe I wouldn’t have been in this mess now how do I tell him?
” are you going to tell your kids?” Jarden asked. I was definitely going to tell them.
“Yeah, I have to” Jarden nodded before smiling.
” I want to meet them today “. Wt….
” uhh not today, maybe next week” Jarden nodded before resting his head on my chest. Okay fine, we had hot sëx. I loved seeing Jarden happy, and I was so happy that he did not show any sign of rejection or annoyance.
I went home that evening, Jarden begged me to stay but I didn’t tell Jon and Iris that I was spending the night out so I had to go home.
Jarden told me about how he gave them the gift he bought, Jon was so happy that he even hugged him, that was surprising though but the way into that little monster’s heart is a race car. They hadn’t finished the candy yet, I was so happy they got to spend time with Jarden.
” so..mummy does that mean you won’t care about me anymore?” Iris asked sadly.
” yes that’s true” Jon chipped in and I glared at him. He has been happy since I told them that they were going to be having a little brother or sister.
” I want a brother, not a sister pls mom, make sure it is a boy I h@të girls ”
“Jon” I exclaimed.
” she is a pain in the @$$” he points at Iris before quickly closing his mouth.
” @$$?” I asked but he nodded negatively.
” It was a mistake, I was just trying to express my feelings about the annoying girl” I sighed when Jon tried to deny the fact that he didn’t swear on purpose.
” I won’t stop caring for you darling, you would have a little brother or sister “.
“Brother*”Jon corrected.
” no, I want a sister “.iris says
” Who cares about what you want, Mom you always listen to her, I don’t want a sister, I want a brother, period “.
Woah, now I have to deal with these two choosing which gender they want my baby to be.
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” again?” Mom asked surprised.
” I know it’s my fault but I did not plan it though” ” Mom nodded.
” Have you told him about the kids?” I didn’t answer instead I stared back at her.
“Kiara” she exclaimed.
” I know, I know. I would tell him about them just not now”.
I knew she was holding back her questions and thank God she did because I seriously didn’t know what to do about it.
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One week passed and everything has been going well. I went to the doctor’s appointment with Jarden and I won’t lie it was very nice, it was just so perfect with Jarden.
We were at Sharon’s wedding, it was really fun. Her wedding was more of a party than a wedding. That is what you get when someone like Sharon and Harald are getting married.
We went to the reception, we danced, had fun, and drank, juice for me though.
” Okay I will take them home now, have fun,” Mom said. I kissed Iris and Jon goodbye. Phew…
“Baby girl ” I stood stunned by the sound of Jarden’s voice.
” you missed me?” He asked. I smiled and then hugged him. I never knew he was coming for the wedding. Sharon didn’t tell me.
“Yeah I did,” I said secretly thanking God that Iris and Jon were gone.
” how is my little peanut doing?” He asked rubbing my stomach.
” your little peanut is sound and healthy” We both laughed and kissed.
” so.. what did you do……”.
“Mom ew” I gasped when I saw Jon standing in front of me and Jarden.
” That’s disgusting Mom,” Jon says again before turning his glance to Jarden.
“Uncle Jared? Ewww, that was gross” I turned to Jarden who didn’t look surprised when Jon called me mom.
” come here buddy” Jarden said smiling and Jon happily ran to him and then hugged him.
Jarden glance met with mine but he wasn’t smiling instead he was chill.
” Jarden” I called. He stood up carrying Jon with him, he looked at me for the last time. The look he had on his face was filled with pain and betrayal before walking away.
At that moment I knew I lost the love of my life.
TBC
