?ENEMIES?
?WITH?
BENEFITS?
RATED 18
? EPISODE 23✨
I look back at him to see him still staring at me causing that weird feeling in my chest again.
“You wanted to tell me something earlier?” he says.
I nod and open my mouth to talk but nothing came out. He raises his eyebrow waiting for me to talk.
I gulp and turn away. “Do you want something to drink, Jesse?” I ask making my way to the kitchen.
“Yeah, water is okay” he replies. I nod and walk to the kitchen. I exhale immediately I close the kitchen door behind me.
I’m so Fuçked.
When did I start to get nervous around Jesse? I blow my cheeks out before moving to pull out a glass cup from the cupboard.
I rinse it and open my refrigerator taking out the bottled water before walking out of the kitchen with it.
I place it in front of Jesse who is already sitting on my couch.
“Thanks” he says and I offer him a small smile. He opens the cap of the bottle and pours water for himself. I turn my back to him with the remote in my hand to turn my TV on.
“Beverly” he calls me and I turn back.
“Yes, Jesse?” I let curve lightly as I answer him.
He shakes and sits upright. “Come here,” he tells me and I walk over to him standing in front of him. He then clasps his fist around my wrist pulling me to his lap.
“Look at me Bever ” he pulls my chin up and my eyes meet his.
“It seems like you’re still mad at me. Is my apology not satisfactory?”
“I’m okay Jesse, I’ve forgiven you, we are fine” I reply holding his forearm as his hand is still on my chin.
“Then what is bothering you, what is it you want to tell me”
My hand drops from his hand and I shift on his lap.
“Jesse, I think….i..think ”
“Yeah?”
“I think we should stop ” I breathe out deeply looking away from his face.
“Stop what?”
“Stop this..this enemies with benefits of a thing Jesse” I state looking at him.
He’s giving me the confused look which is annoying me as hell.
“You mean we should stop hating each other and be friends?” he asserts making me groan.
I feel like he knows what I mean but Jesse being him will always make it hard.
“You know what I mean” I roll my eyes.
“Okay, I get it but why? I thought you said we are cool a few minutes ago”
“Yes, I said so and I meant it. However, I think I’m getting too attached I need to give myself some space”
“You mean you’re catching feelings”
“No, not like that” I close my eyes and inhale. I exhale.
“Jesse listen to me, I need this break because you’re all over my head. I can’t be satisfied by anybody else except you. This is going to end one day, and I will end up devastated because I can’t move on because I’m used to you” I say.
“It’s the same thing for me. No woman can satisfy my sëxual urge as you do. No woman has ever turned me on by just thinking of her or looking at her face.” he grabs my hand and put it on his groin.
Fuçk, I can’t believe he’s hard as hell.
“Did you see that? no woman has done that to me before.”
“That’s why we need to stop” I say pulling my hand away.
“We can do it this way. We have the freedom to Fuçk anyone we want. But we’re not going to stop”
“No Jesse” I shake my head. “Let’s just stop”
I stand up from his lap, trying my best not to look at his hard-on.
I can hear him swear as he tries to fix himself.
“I’m sorry” I gulp feeling guilty.
“But that doesn’t mean we have to stop talking we are friends now,” I say but what I get was total silence. I can’t blame him if he doesn’t reply to me.
I sigh falling on the couch after watching him from my window leaving in his Black BMW.
I’m grateful I didn’t let my hormones get in the way. I was able to talk to him ignoring the throbbing thing between my legs. I was so wet when I sat on him, even now I still crave 0rg@zm.
I touch my pant feeling my wet pu$$¥. Fuçk! Maybe I shouldn’t have told him today, I should have let him Fuçk me for the last time.
I rub myself through my pants and when I get frustrated I push my pants aside with one of my fingers and start to stroke my çlitoris till I get the 0rg@zm I want but an unsatisfactory one that left me craving for Jesse’s touch the more.
“ God help me”
Jesse’s Pov
Every night in the shower, I jerk off with Beverly on my mind. I don’t know what is wrong with me. I wasn’t a sëx freak before the sudden attraction I felt toward her. I was never bothered if I didn’t have sëx for months. I’m engrossed with my work. The reason why I’m still single. The only time I get for this is when Adam drags me to the club with him and it’s always a one-night stand.
I never thought of marriage, I never thought of settling down. Never. Why? Because I h@të commitment, I h@të being obligated to something. I think love is tiring and choking. Of course, I believe in love, love is what kept my parents together till now. But I don’t want to get into it, just not now.
TBC
A word for Beverly ?
