? LOVE BEYOND ?
COMPARE
(Melting His Icy Heart…)
Chapter 35&36
THEME; Making Him Fall.
UNEDITED CHAPTER ???
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By,
Gbemi Writes ✍️
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( HER DECISION )
~ PREVIOUS DAY ~ THE DAY BEFORE THEIR
RETURN.
After leaving Whitney in Elizabeth’s room.
Logan went back to his room and layed on his
bed thinking about Whitney.
He was still deep in thought when he noticed
Whitney drugs which was left on the table.
She had told him that it’s meant for her heart,
won’t she need to use it tonight.
Taking the drugs, he went back to Elizabeth
room and it was Elizabeth who answered the
door.
“I can’t believe she left it behind, she never goes
out without taking it with her” Elizabeth said as
she took the drugs from her.
“It might be due to what’s happening, just help
me give it to her” he said turning to leave only
for him to think of some thing.
“How long have you known Whitney?” He asked.
“Have known her for about two years” Elizabeth
replied.
“Then she must have told you about her heart
condition right?” He asked which got her
nodding.
“She did tell me and it was such a sad one
especially to the lady who gave up her heart for
Whitney”
“She didn’t really tell me much about it but
recently she just found out the identity of the
lady who saved her life, she said her name was
Crystal or some thing ” Elizabeth added and that
got Logan freezing on spot.
“What did you just call the name of the lady?”
“Crystal. She said it’s Crystal, didn’t she tell you
about it?” Elizabeth asked.
“What else did she tell you?” Logan asked in
return.
“Well, she also said that because of her
someone has been suffering and that If Crystal
hadn’t choose to save her then she would still
be alive and at that person side” Elizabeth
replied and this got Logan sagging against the
wall.
“Are you okay?” Elizabeth asked as she held
onto him.
“Where’s Whitney?”
“She’s sleeping but I can help you wake her up if
it’s import…”
“Don’t, let her be ” he said as he began to walk
off while Elizabeth watch him with a worried
look on her face.
As soon as he got back to his room, Logan
made some necessary call which got him the
answer he wanted.
Due to the pain he felt back then, he never tried
to find out who ended up having Crystal heart.
*”It is my fault. Am sorry Logan, am really
sorry”*
*”And thanks to me….thanks to me you’ve been
suffering for years…Am not the right girl for you
Logan”*
*”We can’t be together! We aren’t meant for each
other!”*
The things Whitney said to him which didn’t
made sense did and that got him curling up on
his bed.
Crystal had died while trying to save Whitney. A
death that had caused him so much pain and
it’s also the reason why Whitney is rejecting
him.
****
~PRESENT DAY ~ LOGAN’S HOME
“You keep insisting that we aren’t meant for
each other. Is it because it’s you who has got
Crystal’s heart?” Logan said which got her
stopping mid way.
“What…. did you just say” the stunned Whitney
asked as she kept starring at him.
“You heard me. You are pushing me away
cause you think it’s your fault that Crystal died”
he stated which got her walking towards him.
“Since when have you known about this?” She
asked softly.
“I found out the whole thing yesterday and
there’s no point in denying it. You are pushing
me away due to the fact that you feel guilty
about Crystal”
“Wouldn’t you do the same. Turns out that am
the cause of your phobia and unhappiness. If
Crystal hadn’t stopped to save me then she
would have come to you, she would still be alive
and that thought alone makes me feel so guilty”
she said holding onto her chest while the tears
began to fall from her eyes.
“Crystal died because it’s her time and it’s not
your fault. So stop berating yourself and don’t
stop me from loving you” he said which got her
starring at him.
“You came into my life when have lived in the
dark for too long . You showed me light and
made me feel happy again, you got my heart
beating again for you, I love you Whitney, I really
do” he added and that got her crying harder.
“You can’t love me. Am not the right girl for you,
I keep hating myself for what I did to you and
that thought alone can’t make me open my
heart to you. So like I said earlier, just forget
about me” she said as she head for the stairs.
“If Crystal gave you her heart then shouldn’t you
try to make it up to her? Shouldn’t you try to love
me back? ” He yelled after her which made her
stop once again.
“This isn’t about Crystal heart, it’s about the
guilt I feel towards you and Crystal and It will
keep on haunting me till the day I die” she said
this with out looking at him.
She continued her walk on the stairs only to fall
trip on the stairs which got her falling down.
Logan crying out her name was the last thing
she heard before losing conciousness.
****
“Its just a mild concussion, she will be okay
soon. She only needs some rest ” the doctor
said before leaving the room.
After seeing the doctor off, he went back to the
sleeping Whitney.
Pulling the sheets over, he got into the bed and
pulled her into his arms and a while later, he
also slept off.
It was during the wee hours of the morning that
Whitney woke up and when she saw that she
wasn’t sleeping alone and that she was in
Logan arms.
She move away enough so she can watch his
sleeping face.
Tears formed in her eyes and she found herself
touching his face.
Everything might have work out for them if the
tragic accident had never happen.
They would have made a perfect couple if she
isn’t feeling guilty. Each time she thinks of
Crystal, she ends up thinking about the life
Logan could have had with her which makes
her feel more guilty.
She just can’t do it, she might feel some thing
for Logan but it isn’t strong enough to make her
stay with him which is why she has to leave.
Due to the birds loud chirping, Logan woke up
only to find Whitney missing.
His search led to no sign of her and when he
returned to her room in search of his phone,he
noticed a white paper on the desk.
★ AM BEING COWARDLY BY DOING THIS BUT
ITS THE ONLY WAY I CAN SAY THIS TO YOU. I
CAN NO LONGER PRETEND TO BE YOUR
FIANCEE NEITHER CAN I CONTINUE TO BE
YOUR DOCTOR. AM SORRY FOR EVERY THING
LOGAN, AM AFRAID THAT IF I KEEP ON SEEING
YOU THEN I WILL KEEP ON BLAMING MY SELF
AND THAT’S WHY HAVE DECIDED TO LEAVE.
ITS THE BEST THING FOR THE BOTH OF US★
As soon as he finish reading the letter, Logan
squeeze it in his hands and threw it away in
anger.
Why is it so easy for her to leave? Why is it so
easy for her to leave him behind? He thought
feeling hurt.
****
~ BRIGHAM HOSPITAL ~
Whitney got back to her dorm only to see Logan
waiting there for her.
“I really think you should talk about it” Elizabeth
said before leaving the room.
“Why are you here?” Whitney asked.
“You are being unfair Whitney. I don’t deserve
this from you neither do what we feel for each
other ” Logan said.
“Have told you already that we can’t be with
each other. I purposely write that letter so we
would save ourselves from having this kind of
scene but you just had to show up in the
hospital!” Whitney yelled at him.
” Am only here to make you see reason. What
happened in the past should be kept in the past,
it shouldn’t affect us”
“That’s so easy for you to say since you aren’t
the one affected. Have myself clear, there can
never be a us, we just aren’t right for each other”
“Why? Is it because you are still in love with
Romeo? Is he the reason why you keep pushing
me away?” Logan asked and seeing that as an
excuse to make him leave her alone, she
decided to use it.
“You are right. I keep pushing you away
because I love Romeo, he is the only one for me
and I can’t and will never be able to open up to
you. You are nothing to me, Logan. Get that into
your head and leave me alone!” She yelled at
him which got him looking down cast.
“Fine. Your wish is my command” he said as
he walk past her.
Immediately he did, Whitney knelt on the floor
crying and that was how Elizabeth saw her
when she came in too.
****
~ THREE DAYS LATER ~
“Hurry up Whitney or we will be late for class”
Elizabeth said and just as that moment she got
a call.
Whitney finished pulling up her zipper and when
she picked up her bag to leave.
The stunned look on Elizabeth face got her
pausing.
“What’s wrong?”
“This is bad. Logan is…..”
To be continued ✌️✌️✌️
