💚 Me BEFORE You 🦋
{ Two heart, one beat }
THEME: Her love diary
CHAPTER 19& 20
By, Chioma melody
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Cami curled her lip tight as she looked into clover’s eyes disappointingly.
” Oh no. Cami. Do something. Do something, he’s boiling” Her thoughts sang in her small head.
Clover shut his phone and threw the fluffy teddy on the floor before walking away angrily.
” Clover!” She called.
He didn’t respond bit continued to stride away quickly.
” Clover!!!!” She screamed and started chasing after him quickly.
He kept climbing the stairs hurriedly, heading to the highest floor in the school until he got to a lone window, standing there and facing outside.
The sky was blue, he could stare at the back of the school from there.
” I just knew it. I knew she had something for Jordan!” He gritted as his throat ran dry.
He hadn’t received heartbreak from a girl cos he was the one always giving it to them.
But today, Cami had severely defined it for him in simple language. He felt so pained, he couldn’t even breath without heaving.
Cami arrived at the top floor and she paused when she saw him there. She was scared but she slowly walked to him.
” Clover.” She called.
” What are you doing here!. Your presence is starting to disgust me!” He scoffed bitterly.
” I’m sorry, clover. Please, It’s not what you think. I swear”
” It’s not what I think?. Huh?. What do you expect me to think!!. Tell me cami!.” He gritted, still backing her.
Cami folded her lower lip into her mouth before raising her chin.
” I don’t like Jordan. We’re not even romantically attached. He’s only a friend” She said and he faced her.
Her head panicked when she saw his veins almost penetrating into his dark, horrific eyes.
” I’m not drunk, Cami!. Same t-shirt, same pillows on a school event…What do you expect me to think?!. Tell me, Tell me Cami!!” He shouted, wobbling her shoulders.
Cami eyes watered quickly. She had only one weakness and that was being yelled on. She could break down seeing people yell on her, she couldn’t take it.
” His mom forced us to wear it. She had ordered the shirt without my notice and I couldn’t resist her offer. I’m sorry!” She said, sobbing already.
He picked her pillows from her hand and threw it off.
” Didn’t you use your head!. Can’t you just tell her you already have a man!. Won’t she understand that!. What do you want the students to think of you and Jordan when they see you both wearing the same shirt. Ugh…Just take this off..” He yelled, already trying to pull it
” No..No..Please. I can’t walk around naked if I take it off.” She said and it made him even more upset.
” It’s fine that you can keep on pretending that you like me, okay?. I’m no longer interested in you. We’re over. It’s over” He said and tried to leave.
” Clover” She held his shirt, standing in his front while giving him the puppy eyes and pouty lips.
She was trying so much, despite her cuteness but his eyes didn’t change.
” That can never work on me, Cami. And before I forget, Remember the deal, right?. I’m going out to tell everyone what you’ve been hiding, nothing hides under my tongue, Cami. Nothing!” He kept saying and cami eyes streamed tears.
” Fine, Go!. Go tell everyone. I’ll be here waiting for their ridicules. I knew I should never trust you, I was so wrong thinking you were different” She sobbed.
He stopped, counting the roof.
” Crying won’t change my mind”
” It’s not like you know everything in my dairy!. You can go exploit it!. I don’t care!” She continued crying, even tho she was scared.
Clover sighed before facing her
” Fine. I won’t tell your secret” He said and she got stunned.
” Do you even know my secret?” She asked and clover faced turned quite pale inside-out.
He cleared his throat.
” Why would you ask that. Of course I do. I read every piece you wrote in your diary.” He said.
” Y..you did?. A..are you lying to me?”
” Why would I lie to you all this while?. I mean..
why wouldn’t I read your diary when it was with me. Come on” He said pulling her closer by her waist.
She walked forward and hugged him.
” Please don’t tell anyone. They’re my insecurities. Please Clover. I’ll love you more if you keep it a secret, I swear” She said and he curbed her head.
He sighed, staring at the roof. Somehow, he didn’t feel comfortable. He needed to tell her.
” Cami?” He called.
” Mn?”
” I need to tell you something” He said and she slowly left him.
” I’m listening” She said. He slowly cupped her cheeks.
” I…I..” He stuttered. ” I..I..don’t know what you’re hiding. I didn’t read your diary, Cami” He finally confessed.
Cami stood fixed, just staring at him unfazed. He knew she was surprised.
” I’m sorry pinkie, I…I…took it too far, I know.” He said.
” You’re lying right?” She asked.
” I’m sorry” He said with difficulty.
” So you’ve been lying to me!. You made me do what I didn’t want to do just for your own selfish interest!” She yelled bitterly.
” Look…I only flipped through the pages but I didn’t really read it. I find reading boring that’s why I didn’t care to go through what you wrote. I’m sorry I lied.”
” You’re not sorry!!. You’ve been using me!” She cried and sniffed hard. ” You’ve been Füçking using me!. How dare you!!!” She cried hardly.
” Pinkie…
” Don’t ever call me that!. I’m not your pinkie!. I’m never yours. You’re a big betrayal and a deceiver. You kept lying to me and I kept….I h@të you!, I h@të you so much. Game over, thanks for playing me. Player!” She cried.
” Cami…Cami please!” He held her but she flung off arm with all her strength before running out of the place quickly.
She didn’t even notice Jordan who’d been standing behind the wall, watching them.
” d@mn Sh|t!!” Clover spat as he grabbed his front hair, leaning his back on the wall.
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Jordan walked down the corridor and when he finally found cami, he felt himself at ease.
He met her crying as she sat in front of her locker, hugging her legs and trapping her face inbetween her thighs.
He dropped his pillows down and squatted to her height before stroking her hair gently.
” Camelia..” He called.
” Go away, Jordan. I just want to be alone and cry till I’m okay” She said and he stayed calm for a moment.
” Should I wait here for you” He asked but she didn’t reply as she hiccuped loudly.
He sat a bit father away, giving her space to embrace the environment around her.
He leaned back his head as his eyes moved around the roof. After hearing everything that happened between them, he felt so bad for her.
It was so complicated that he didn’t even know how to start talking to her.
” I heard everything” He said and she slowly raised her head, tho she was messed up, she’s still gorgeous.
” Y..you did?” She asked and he looked at her, nodding his head.
” You didn’t tell me all this were happening to you. Last time I asked, you left my question hanging. I wouldn’t have let this happen If I was aware” He said.
She looked away as her nose went red.
” I was scared of letting anyone else know cos…I didn’t want it to spread out that I had a secret” She said.
” I h@të it that Clover forced you to date him. I saw both of you together, I thought you were truly in love, you smiled with him, hugged him and almost spend all your time with him, despite all this I knew something was behind your sad smile, Cami” He said and she started to cry again.
” It’s true. I’m a weakling. My mom was right. Taylor was right, everyone was right. I gave him too much freedom to use me and now I h@të it that those things happened to me blindly” She said.
He moved closer.
” Hey, it’s not your fault, cami” He said.
” I really messed up everything. I’d never fall for any guy’s trick any more. I swear I won’t” She spat and Jordan looked at her while chuckling.
” You’re hurting yourself. Can I make you feel better, even for just few minutes”
” I’m totally shattered, Don’t look at me. I’m messy. Nothing can actually make me feel better at this rate” She said.
” I’ll try” He said and pulled her into a sudden hug and she binded her arm around him.
He slowly stroked her hair and her heart beat came to a normal race. Her body cooled off and she grabbed his shirt as usual.
She smiled and hugged him comfortably.
” Jordan?” She called.
” Anything tiny?”
” Would you like to know my insecurities?” She asked and he paused for a while.
” No. Keep your secret to your heart. If I know them, it will no longer be a secret.” He said and she giggled.
” You’re right” She said.
“I also have insecurities but I learn to accept them. It’s pretty normal” He said.
” Really?”
” Yea. Maybe you should learn to accept who you are and how you are, and you’ll be more happier” He said and she forced a smile.
” Thank you, Jordan. I feel much better now” She said and the bell was suddenly rung, causing them to blink a few times before rushing up quickly and heading to their classes.
°°°°°
< CLASS 12>
Clover kept staring at his book blankly until kai nudged him by his side.
” You’re really serious in this reading thing” He said.
” I’m trying to think of something” He said while putting on a serious face.
” Is it about cami again?” Kai smirked and clover ran his fingers into his hair frustratingly.
” She’s really upset with me all because of Jordan. I knew he’s been waiting for something like this to happen to us. He’s always winning her heart and I keep loosing my mind” He gritted and just then, Jordan walked into the prep class.
He walked up to a seat before sitting calmly.
Clover got really upset as he took up his pen before breaking it in half.
” He’s here again. I need to teach him some lessons” He scoffed before standing on his feet.
He went to Jordan’s table, throwing his book on the floor.
” What’s that for?” He spat.
” Aren’t you happy now?. You couldn’t stay away from her, I’m sure you’re happy seeing her walk away” He spat.
” I didn’t steal her from you, fool. She’s just a friend!” He yelled.
” Oh friend right?. Then I’m her cousin!. You want to sit here and continue to pretend that she’s your friend huh?. Perhaps I should join the game too!” He spat.
“I’m not after your friendship, clover. I can’t love her cos I’m not romantically attached with her. Why wouldn’t she leave you after you betrayed her to her least. It good enough she left cos you don’t deserve her. She’s too innocent for your kind!” He scoffed and clover stayed calm but inwardly he was raging like a tiger.
Jordan stood up to pick his note that was on the floor and clover jacked off his note away with his feet.
Jordan got upset and he turned around, heading towards his own table.
He picked his note and threw it out of the window rascally.
The environment got tensed after that.
” You threw my book out of the window?” Clover asked with a smirk.
” No, I threw it in your nose mistakenly” Jordan scoffed.
” It’s not like I need it anyways” Clover said and Jordan scoffed before walking towards his note.
He leaned in to pick it when clover threw a punch on his spine and he fell quickly.
He gritted hardly and grabbed hold of clover’s pajamas loosed trouser, pulling it down immediately.
And that was it. Heaven saw Hell.
°°°°°
A black car dropped at the front of an incredibly mighty mansion with various dimensions.
It was lighted up which meant people were still in the mansion.
Melody picked her bag as she slowly got out with her phone screen to her face.
” Hello sir” She called as she walked towards the front of the mansion.
The call suddenly ended and she bit the lipstick on her lip with a soft frown.
” Why’s he ignoring me now?” She thought.
” Hello” A chauffeur approached her. He’s on a black ÇOçktail shirt, looking royally gorgeous. ” Who are you looking for?” He asked.
” I came to see the owner of this mansion” She said.
” This house is owned by three people, please state who you are looking for” He said respectfully.
She brought out a picture on her phone and stretched it to his face.
” Here, this is it” She said and he squinted to look clearly.
” This man isn’t available, ma’am” He said and her hands dropped.
” But he told me to come here for a quick information” She said and the chauffeur suddenly bowed, as well as the others behind him.
She got confused as she turned around to find the man she’s looking for there.
” Melody” His croaky voice called.
A smile ravished on her beautiful face.
” Edward, you’re finally here!” She said, but then she frowned cos she had bad news.
°°°°
( F__TOILET )
Genesis picked the tissue as she cleared out the heavy makeup from her face.
Cat entered.
” Has reading ended?” Genesis asked and cat walked forward.
” Yea it’s already nine, everyone is returning to the dorm to sleep” She said.
Genesis sprayed her face before looking at her.
” Is all the makeup gone?”
” Here, you missed a spot” Cat said and took out a wipe, gently taking out the rest of the stains.
She did it slowly that genesis was slowly hearing their heart beat racing inside them.
” Isn’t it off?” She asked.
” Just a little more” Cat said as she leaned closer, bit by bit until their face met and cat kissed her quickly.
Genesis staggered.
” Eww!. What was that!” She spat.
” Oops. My flops might have…made me staggered on you” She said slowly.
Genesis sighed with detest before she started packing up her makeup set into her bag.
Cat stared at herself in the reflection. Her eyes went to her B@@bs, her N?pplës were already poking out hardly.
” It’s still shocking how you grew more front meat than me” She smiled.
” What are you talking about?. We both wearing the same bra size” Genesis scoffed.
” I don’t think so” Cat smirked, facing her.
” I don’t need to prove it. You know that” She said.
Cat poked her B@@bs through her nightie.
” Ouch. That was Füçking soft” She giggled.
” What’s gotten over you?!” Genesis yelled.
Cat moved closer.
” I’m totally fine. I’m just a bit crazy over you this days. It’s kinda wrecks me out but I like it” She said seductively.
Genesis picked her bag and tried to leave but cat grabbed her hand, pulling her back until their face met again, kissing hardly this time.
The kiss became soft over time and their hard N?pplës were resting over eachother.
Genesis tried to stop her but she kept responding to her kiss quickly like she was hypnotised.
Soon, She lost breath and pushed her away, both of hearing their own gasp in the toilet.
” Why did you stop?” Cat asked.
Genesis palmed her lips.
” You’re so insane. Get lost!!” Genesis spat before running out of there quickly.
Cat smiled.
” Nah, soon we’ll be insane over eachother.”
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__FLORA’S HOME__
Momo checked her phone as she scratched her rough, short hair. She’s wearing a big jacket that covered her up with an earphone around her neck.
She’s a mini tomboy, and pretty too.
” I hope this is his right address” She said and started to walk in quickly.
She knocked on the door and Flora opened.
” Good evening ma’am. I’m Momo, Jordan’s girlfriend” She said and Flora’s eyes surged .
” G..girlfriend?”
” Yes ma’am. He’s not home, I know, he sent me this address and I just came to greet you and spend some time here before he’s back” She said.
” Um…Sorry but I don’t know who’s jordan” Flora laughed awkwardly.
” What?”
” The ‘jordan’ must have sent you the wrong address. Haha, infact, I’m single, I have never bore a child. You must have entered the wrong address” She said and tried to close the door.
” Wait…wait…lemme call him and__”
” I said I don’t know him!, I’ve never heard of a name ‘Jordan’ in my life!. Go to the next house and don’t come down here if you don’t want your feet chopped off. I’mma call the police now and tell them you wanna Rob me!” She spat.
” I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I’ll go…bye!” Momo said and began to run out of the balcony quickly.
Flora bit her lips.
” Who the heck is this!. Jordan must have been blind enough. Eissh, I need to call my son right away. A demon just stepped into my balcony” She scoffed and shut her door quickly.
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__NEXT MORNING__
Cami got out of the dorm as she rubbed her sleepy eyes.
She was feeling a severe throbbing stomach so much that she decided to head to the toilet.
She stopped in her track when she saw Clover coming. He was up already, and that’s charming presence of his was hypnotising her.
Her mind kept contemplating on if to just walk past him or run away quickly.
But she was still walking forward until clover stopped in front of her.
” Hey” He smiled sincerely.
” This is not the only lane here” She said, avoiding his eyes.
” Please can we talk, Cami?” He asked,his calm voice was somewhat interesting.
” I’m sorry we can’t. We shouldn’t even be making this conversation” She said and turned around to leave. He was about to stop her when he saw something.
Her skirt was soaked blood.
” Ah…ah…cami” He stopped her.
” What?!. Don’t touch me!” She pushed his arm away.
” Your skirt…R…red” He said and she raised her brows confusingly then she glared at him.
” What are you saying?. Huh?. You think I’m ready to start a conversation with you!” She spat.
Kai approached them and saw the blood stain.
” Whoops. Someone fell in red paint” He laughed and clover seriously glared at him and he bit his lip.
He quickly took off his cardigan and tied it on her waist quickly.
” What’s going on?” She asked.
” You’re bleeding” He whispered and cami had a ‘bang’ sound in her chest. She was terrified and embarrassment kicked in.
” Shh..Just follow my lead” He said and held her shoulders, leading her towards the clinic slowly.
Cami pressed her lip tight as he led her away smoothly. She had never felt so stupid in her entire life, how come she never noticed?
They got to the clinic and met jordan coming out of the door.
” What’s wrong?” He asked.
” Get lost and don’t perch us with your presence” Clover hissed, pulling cami inside the room and Jordan glanced at the blood stains at the back of her leg.
Clover pulled her into Taylor’s office quickly before closing back the door.
” Cami. Are you okay?” Taylor asked, getting on her feet.
” Not really” She walked up to her and whispered something into her ears.
” Oh…” Taylor realised. ” Oh no dear, We’ve run out of tampons. What do we do?” She asked and Cami felt so much frustration as it showed on her face.
” Dont worry, I’ll go get some tampons” Clover announced and they both raised their chin to look at him.
Before he could open the door, Jordan walked in quickly with a bag. He’s sëxily sweating like he had actually run a marathon.
” I rushed to a nearby store to get tampons, I borrowed one of leigh skirt too. I hope it can fit” He said and Clover just kept looking at him dumbfoundedly.
Cami took off the cardigan and threw it back on clover.
” Thank you so much, Jordan. You’re a lifesaver” She said and rushed into the toilet quickly with the stuff.
Jordan looked up at clover with a smirk and clover returned to stare at the cardigan in his hands that had been soaked with blood!.
His face instantly turned paley sick.
T.B.C
