? GRACE ?
” …no …it’s a lie ….it’s …it’s a lie ! I pannicked as my mother inlaw Held my hands .
” Calm down Grace …!
” No ! ..I still have my child in me please ” I cried bitterly.
” Grace ….” Yvonne Called as she cried .
” Grace ….calm down .. okay …you’d Definitely get over this ,your a strong woman ‘ she whispered as she pulled me into a hug whilst I cried bitterly .
” Massimo…. Would be so mad at me …he won’t forgive me …I promised not to leave the house ! I cried bitterly
“The deed has already been done ,Grace listen to me …what you did was what everyone who isn’t used to our world would do …you didn’t know Lina’s intention and you loved and saw her as a mother …” She trailed.
” I loved her ….I lost my baby because I trusted blindly …I just ” I trailed as I cried .
” It’s okay …” She said as she hugged me close .
I was able to take a shower and change up but I still cried for sometime …due to the hurt of loosing the baby .
I felt emence guilt for loosing my baby …it’s all my fault ,I risked my child’s life ” I cried as I covered my face whilst in the Bed room alone .
Massimo didn’t come to our room throughout the night ,I knew he was mad at me and it just hurt me more .
” Please forgive me Massimo” I whispered softly as I hugged my pillow close .
I’d managed to sleep at the late hours of the morning and when I woke up I felt his protective hands around me …I placed my hands on my lips as I cried bitterly .
I lost the baby
I hurt Massimo …..
I watched as he woke up and wore his room slippers .
” My love I …” I trailed and he ignored me as he walked into the bathroom .
He’s Still Angry .
I tried to talk to him but he wouldn’t respond but he acted as if everything was normal between us .
That went on for good two weeks ,he would pull me into his arms whilst we slept ..eat with me…make sure i took my medicine every night , but we had this gap between us .
It was terribly bad because he wouldn’t even kiss me , I was sick and tired of it already .
I wanted my husband back and I made up my mind to confront him that night .
He Walked into the room and immediately he opened his laptop I closed back immediately .
He raised his beautiful eyes and looked at me.
” I’m not in the mood for any madness Grace ” he said and my jaws dropped.
” Are you trying to call me a mad woman ? I asked Angrily .
” I didn’t say anything ,you insinuated it ” he said and I glared daggers at him.
” We’re talking tonight no matter what ! I said and he stared at me.
” About what ? The fact that you let your stubbornness hurt the both of us ? He asked sacarstically and my heart hurt as my eyes stung with tears .
” No …or the fact that you didn’t think twice of what could have happened if you died , how I’d feel …hu.h…! He thundered angrily and I flinched .
” I thought of it …ok …how was I supposed to know Lina had other intentions” I cried bitterly .
” Baby I’m sorry ….” I cried and he just stared at me as I cried .
” What…if…” He trailed and I cried …
He pulled me into his arms and tears rolled out of my eyes as I felt his tears touch my neck I cried harder
” I’m sorry ” I cried and he rubbed my back .
” I’m sorry too love …” He said and i smiled sadly
TBC
