IN HER HEAD***
THEODORA ✓
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I woke up in the same familiar environment, and I’d admit, this isn’t funny. Waking up to find myself in the multi universe only means one thing. . .
There’s got to be another vision. But the problem is, what vision?
Everywhere was so dark as usual, all I could hear is nothing but the sound of water at each movement I made.
From afar, I saw a figure sitting comfortably on a bed. All I know is there is a bed, but I can’t clearly see who it was on it.
I increased my movement, making little runs and stops just to get closer on time before the multi universe closes it’s door against me.
I was close enough to see who it was, but shocked to see it was my other self quietly sitting on the bed.
“Hello?” I called but her eyes were fixed at a particular direction which I followed but saw nothing. “Hey, Dora, can you hear me?” I asked in a bit loud voice.
I stretched my hand at her. ” We can talk this together. Show me what it is you are looking at.”
She threw an angry gaze at me, grabbing my wrist tight. I struggled to let go, but her grip was stronger. I think every thing about this multi universe is weird than I thought.
“Dora. Dora, you’re hurting me. Dora you need to stop hurting me.” I gasped.
” We all believed in you. We thought you’d save us all, but you left. You let her take us. You let her kill him. ” She spat angrily. ” We shouldn’t have trusted you, Dora. We shouldn’t have believe in your superstitious powers.”
” What are you talking about? This… this is crazy okay? ”
” No, you are crazy. ”
She pushed me. I was hoping to land my @$$ to the ground but unfortunately, I was still on air. “No, Dora!!” I screamed.
I woke up in the fortress, the first thing I saw almost made me passed out. “What?” I covered my mouth from screaming.
My whole body was trembling like I was staring at the devil himself. Well, I was staring at dead bodies covered in their bloods.
“What happened here?” I asked no one in particular. ” Oh my God!”
I rushed to check for Raymond, he wasn’t in our room. Where the heck will he be? I was worried about him.
“Raymond!” I called. “Raymond can you hear me?! Raymond!!”
I saw him, he was sitting on his throne holding the side of his rib from the blood which rolled out. I rushed to him.
“What happened?” I asked in tears, squatting before him, my hand on his ribs too and I didn’t mind his blood on my hands. “What happened here?” I asked again.
“You did this, Dora, you did this to us.” He said weakly.
” Ray, what are you talking about? Why would I ever do such a thing like this to you, to anyone? ”
” I tried stopping you, but you were so angry and you wouldn’t even listen to me. Then you did all this, you killed all of them. They are dead because of you, Dora. What were you thinking?! ”
” I…. I… don’t understand. I would never kill anyone. I would never do this to you.” I shook my head. ” I don’t even have anger issues, why would I think of hurting every single soul?”
“What happened to Holland?” He asked, my mind reflected back to earth.
” She was with me minutes ago. She’s okay and fine.”
” No, she is dead.” He threw the word at me.
” What? “I said in a whisper.
” She was the first you killed. You didn’t even spare her, you rendered her death in pieces.” He said in clenched teeth.
” No. No, no, no, that can’t be possible! She is not dead!! ” I left him, running outside the garden, the last place I remember meeting her.
“Oh, Jesus Christ, Holland.” I fell on her body. Her head was separated from her body. “Oh, no, no, no. No, please, I didn’t do this. I would never… ever do this, I swear.” I wept.
” Why me? Why me?”
” This is the third evil I couldn’t show you.” I heard my guardian angel say to me. ” You are the third evil.”
” No. No. ” I refuse to accept. ” I didn’t do any of these. Maybe Sophie did and you all must have mistaken it to be me. We don’t know if she had camouflage it all.”
” She didn’t. I can even show you how it all happened.” He points at a direction. ” Look over there. ”
I moved my eyes to the direction of his hand. “That is how it all happened.”
I couldn’t even watch myself killing those innocent people. How I devoured them like their lives meant nothing.
I can’t believe this was how evil my powers were, and somehow I was beginning to h@të both myself and my gift.
“Your gift is of great help but when you let it control you, it becomes a nightmare to everyone.”
I returned back to reality to see Holland staring at me with concern. She’s been asking me what the problem was but all I could give in reply was my tears.
She hugged me tight to herself, tapping my back like a child. “It’s okay. It’s okay.” She say.
“No, it’s not, Holland. It’s never gonna be okay. It will never be okay. ”
” Don’t say that. I don’t know what you saw or what happened, but I assure you, every thing will definitely be alright.”
” You think so? ”
” I believe so.” I remembered her dead body in my vision and I ended up crying the more. ” I’m sorry, none of these should have happened. I never wanted it to happen. ”
” Whenever you’ve gotten over with this, I’ll be ready to listen to it. For now, you need to calm down.”
” Those people trusted me. He trusted me.”
” And we still do. We all still do. ”
But do I trust myself? After what I did at the other dimension, am I supposed to believe the fact that I’m still the innocent girl I claimed to be?
The multi universe doesn’t lie, it has never. If I am to save everyone, does it mean I will end it too?
I’m totally confused right now and I need someone to give an answer to my question.
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To Be Continued…
If you’re actually following, then you should have an answer for Theodora.
