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The glow of my office was dim, the kind of soft lighting that gave the impression of calm, even though inside my head, a storm brewed. The paperwork in front of me might as well have been blank. I stared at it, willing my mind to focus on mergers and alliances instead of the lady who haunted my thoughts. Nevaeh. Even thinking her name made my jaw tighten and my chest ache.
βYouβre a foolβ Kianβs voice sliced through my mind like a claw raking over glass.
My wolf was restless, pacing, growling, relentless in his torment. He hadnβt stopped since the moment when we let her go. Since I let her go.
“Iβm not discussing this” I muttered, low and harsh, my words echoing in the empty room.
βYou donβt have to discuss it. You have to feel it. Sheβs our mate, Kane. And you let her walk away like she was nothing. Like we are nothing.β
βI FuΓ§king said I’m not discussing this!β I snarled, slamming my hand against the desk.
The sudden noise startled me, and I let out a slow breath, attempting to regain control. I couldnβt afford to lose myself, not here, not now.
βThis desk wonβt fight back. This pack wonβt heal the emptiness youβre creatingβ Kianβs voice was sharper now, his anger matching mine.
βYou know Iβm right. Every night you lay awake, and all you see is her face. You long for her scent, her touch. Youβre hurting us both.β
βSheβs a rogueβ I growled through gritted teeth, standing up. My boots clicked against the floor, the sound drowning out his voice momentarily.
βI donβt care what the bond does. I will not accept a rogue as my mate. My pack deserves better. I deserve better too!β
Kian laughed bitterly. βYour pride will destroy us, Kane. Not her. You saw her strength, her fire, and youβre terrified. Youβd rather pretend sheβs unworthy than face what she truly is.β
I gripped the edge of the desk, my nails digging into the wood. βSheβll ruin us. Thatβs what rogues do.β
βWhatβs worse? A rogue who fights for your life to be saved or an Alpha who is cursed and lets himself rot from the inside out?β Kian’s voice softened then, his frustration laced with sorrow.
βWe need her. You know it as much as I do. Your stubbornness wonβt erase the bond, Kane. It only makes it hurt more.β
I didnβt respond. I couldnβt. Kianβs words hit too close to truths I wasnβt ready to admit. Instead, I sank back into my chair, exhausted, trying to bury the image of her fierce eyes and the way she looked at me before passing out in the forest.
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The air in the house was stale, tinged with the sourness of spilled alcohol and years of resentment. My motherβs voice was soft, hesitant, as she wrung her hands in front of her.
βNevaehβ she began, her words trembling. βWhat happened? Youβve been gone for days without a word. After the festival, I… I thought something terrible might have happened.β
I sighed, leaning against the counter, my arms crossed over my chest. The truth was too heavy to explain. How could I tell her about the fire in his eyes? The bond I felt? How could I explain that my mate brought me back here, to the very place I h@tΓ«d most?
βI needed spaceβ I said, my voice clipped. βIβm fine now.β
Her face fell slightly, but she didnβt push. My mother never pushed. She always tiptoed around, trying to avoid adding fuel to the already blazing fire that was our family.
βIβm just glad youβre safeβ she murmured, reaching out to brush a strand of hair from my face. The tenderness in her gesture almost made me crumble. Almost.
Before I could respond, my father stumbled in, a half-empty bottle of liquor in his hand, his eyes bloodshot and wild.
βSafe?β he barked, his laugh bitter and hollow. βSheβs never been safe. Never brought anything but trouble to this house.β
βJacob, not nowβ my mother pleaded, stepping between us like she always did. But he was already pointing the bottle at me, the liquid sloshing dangerously close to the edge.
βWhy donβt you just leave for good?β he spat, his tone rising. βAll you do is keep existing, and for what? Youβre wolf-less, Nevaeh. Useless. Youβll never amount to anything.β
The words were like shards of glass, but they were familiar. Heβd hurled them at me so many times, theyβd lost their sting.
βDonβt say such wordsβ my mother whispered, her voice breaking. βSheβs still our daughter.β
βOur daughter?β he sneered, shoving past her and getting closer to me. I didnβt flinch. I refused to give him the satisfaction.
βSheβs a curse. A rogue whoβs too weak to even have a wolf. Sheβs not worth the breath it takes to argue over her.β
βStop itβ¦β I said quietly, my voice steady despite the chaos in my chest.
βWhat was that?β he mocked, leaning in. The stench of alcohol was overwhelming.
βI said stop it!β I shouted, shoving him back with a strength I didnβt know I still had. He stumbled but caught himself, his face darkening.
βYou think you can talk back to me, girl?β
βThatβs enough!β My motherβs voice was sharp, desperate. She grabbed his arm, pulling him away. He shook her off but didnβt come closer to me again.
For a moment, everywhere was silent except for his heavy breathing. Then he turned and stormed out.
My mother sagged against the counter, tears streaming down her face.
βIβm sorryβ she whispered. βIβm so sorry, Nevaeh. Itβs my fault you have to live in this misery.β
I wanted to comfort her, to tell her it wasnβt her fault, but the words stuck in my throat. Instead, I straightened, my hands trembling.
βIβll be fineβ I said quietly. βI always am.β
As I turned to walk toward my room, I couldnβt help but feel the weight of the lie. I wasnβt fine. And I didnβt know if I ever would be.
Hours past, I lay on my bed, absently stroking the quilt beneath me. The soft fabric did little to comfort the storm raging in my mind. Memories and thoughts from the past few days collided, refusing to give me peace. I sighed rapidly, my brow furrowing as a whisper slipped out.
βQuit thinking about him. He got rid of us, which means he wants nothing to do with usβ I reminded myself, clutching the blanket tightly, the fabric twisting under my fingers.
Cuddles, my cat, meowed softly from the corner of the bed and padded closer, his wide green eyes full of curiosity. He tilted his head at me like he could sense my turmoil.
I couldnβt help but smile faintly. βIβm acting weird, arenβt I, Cuddles?β I asked. He meowed again, curling up next to me with a flick of his tail.
The sudden creak of my door startled me, and I turned my head sharply. Ian stood there, leaning casually against the doorframe, that signature smirk plastered on his face. I sighed inwardly, realizing Iβd completely forgotten he had a spare key. Locking myself in was pointless with him around.
βHey, Nevyβ he greeted, using the nickname he loved so much.
I sat up, unable to suppress the smile tugging at my lips. Without hesitation, I rushed forward and wrapped my arms around him in a tight hug.
βIβve missed youβ I murmured, my voice betraying just how much.
Ian chuckled, wrapping his arms around me. βMissed you too. But you had me worried, Nevy. You disappeared for days, came back looking like youβve been through hell, and now youβre hiding away?β
βIβm fine, Ian. Itβs just been…a rough patch. I was abductedβ I lied smoothly, avoiding his gaze. βBut they realized I wasnβt useful and let me go. Lucky, right?β
His eyes widened, and before I could stop him, he started checking my arms and face for injuries.
βAre you hurt? Did theyββ His voice cracked, fear thick in his tone.
I shook my head quickly, laughing lightly to calm him down.
βNo, Ian, it wasnβt like that. Nothing happened. Iβm fine.β
He let out a shaky breath, his shoulders relaxing.
βGood. I wouldβve lost my mind ifββ
βIβm okay. I promiseβ I cut in, my tone soft.
We talked for a while after that, steering clear of the darker details I didnβt want to share. Eventually, Ian stood up, his expression turning hopeful.
βCome have dinner with us. I helped cook tonight, and Iβll be heartbroken if you donβt at least try my masterpiece.β
I rolled my eyes but couldnβt help smiling.
βIβm not hungry.β
βNevyβ¦β he pouted, putting a hand over his chest like Iβd wounded him. βDo you want to crush my soul? Because thatβs what youβre doing right now.β
I laughed in spite of myself and shook my head.
βFine. Only because you helped.β
When we got to the dining table, I reached out to pinch Cherrelβs cheek. She yelped in protest, swatting at my hand, but her giggle gave her away. I sat down, finally feeling a shred of normalcy.
Then it all shattered.
A deafening crash echoed through the house, and I whipped my head toward the front door. It had been blown clean off its hinges, the wood splintering as it slammed against the wall.
My heart dropped as a huge, terrifying man stepped into the room. His presence seemed to suck the air out of the space, his dark eyes locking on me like a predator to prey.
βIβve come for my promised mateβ he said, his voice a mocking growl that sent shivers down my spine. His lips twisted into a devious grin, sharp teeth glinting under the dim light.
The room went still, everyone frozen in place. My heart thundered in my chest as I stared at him, every ounce of normalcy ripped away in an instant.
