After that terrible incident, I just had to stay away from anything that has to do with runs or
even gay. My parent treated me nicely, they got me another blackberry phone, they pitied
me, they believed my story, they believed I entered “one chance” bus. I got to school, explained
everything to my friends, they all laughed at me, especially Gbenro. I envied Gbenro tho, he
was getting good runs, I had pride so I couldn’t approach him to show me the way. Well, I just
had to stop anything that has to do with gay runs, its a warning for me so I wouldn’t try such
again. I became sober, really sober, my sëx life decreased, party life kinda decreased, everything
about me changed cos I was still in shock over my last experience. I needed a girlfriend, I tried
finding a girlfriend for myself but I was lucky I found one but it wasn’t official. Her name is
Doyin, We didn’t date at first, she was a new student, she just moved into our hostel, she was
squatting with her sister. I liked her, I was attracted to her and she was also attracted to me too
cos she was always flaunting herself for me to notice her, I’m a fine boy so what do you expect.
She had crush on me, likewise me, we were just friends at first, just friends. I needed to bang a
pu$$¥, its been so long I tasted a pu$$¥, so I was just getting closer to this girl Doyin. During this
period, my cousin Temitope, (i’m mixed breed, my dad is Yoruba while my mum is Ijaw) was
telling me some certain secrets cos we do chat a lot. Temitope lives in Abuja, I’ve always
suspected him ever since we were young, but I wasn’t sure. Temitope is super cute, tall and
lanky, I’m older than him with a year. While chatting with him, he was always asking me silly
questions about gay, he was having problem with girls, so I was suspecting him but he’s
someone that likes girls too so I wasn’t sure, when were young we used to play the husband
and wife kids play. So one day, Temitope asked me the ultimate question, he asked if I can have
sëx with any of my cousin, I told him I can’t do such that’s it is a taboo. Then he asked if it is a
male cousin that can I have sëx with him, I just told him yes. Immediately I asked him if he was
Tb, he just replied with “lol”, then replied with “what is tb?”, I told him to stop pretending, that
I’m his cousin. I opened up to him that I’m gay, he also opened up that he’s into it, but the
shocking part is that he said he’s had crush on me ever since we were young and he would love
to have sëx with me, I declined, I told him I can’t do such that I can get him cute guys to date in
Abuja. We argued on this issue for hours till I stopped chatting with him cos he was asking for
the impossible.
So after several days, we began chatting again. He told me he wanted to come for his Industrial
attachment in Lagos and he’s going to be staying with us, I knew he was looking for something.
Although I wanted him to come, its been long I saw him, and he was gonna stay with us for
like 6 or 7 moths for the industrial attachment. Temitope finally came to Lagos, he’s changed,
taller than me, with his deep voice, more handsome and charming, school was on break during
this period. Temitope was always all over me, he was just disturbing me to have sëx with him,
he’s verse, he does the both. Temitope wouldn’t let me rest, he even wanted us to date can you
imagine. My cousin was so obsessed with me, should we call it love or madness? Temitope was
always touching me while sleeping, begging me to have sëx with, I declined. I was getting pissed
already, I got annoyed that we kept malice for several weeks. Temitope had one of the biggest
d_1ck ever, he’s very built and masculine with his six packs. Temitope was always going naked
trying to seduce me, he was always half naked. So many times he would winked at me, I’ll just smile and call him names. Temitope was becoming so intense with his seductive attitude, I was already developing some likeness, I was already attracted to him. Lord have mercy on us, so one day. Temitope didn’t go for his training that day, he was having his attachment in an
Engineering company. Temitope was so persuasive that day that he got me kissing him, it was never planned but I couldn’t hold it anymore. Gosh!
It all happened in the sitting room, we both kissing, smooching, he was Mõ@ning my name,
saying ” I love you Bruno”, it was getting so intense, I was so hard and horny, you know its been
long I had sëx so I just have to manage my cousin. I’m so ashamed of myself, I never wanted to
do it but he was the one seducing me. I’m also a human being, I love big d_1cks, and Temitope
has one. We continued kissing, then he began to suck my N?pplës, sucking my N?pplës really
good, he pulled off my trouser and began to suck my d_1ck, the bl0w-j0b was super hot. He’s so
good at it, he continued kissing me, squeezing me @$$, fín?E?ing my @$$hOle, he was really fast,
doing it in a fast pace, like its been long he had such sëx, he was really clumsy, behaving like a
dog. But I was enjoying it anyway, he brought out his d_1ck and told me to suck, which I did, he
was all over me, then he said in a soft tone “should we do it here?”, kissing me, I told him we
shouldn’t have sëx that we should just smooch or better still have a lap sëx. He disagreed, he
said he’s been waiting for this day, he said he want to have real sëx with me, that he needs to
bang my fat @$$. I tried convincing him but he was so adamant, kissing me, smooching me, the
most annoying thing he said was “we are just cousins, not the same mother, no big deal”. I was
shocked, he was really crazy, konji don catch him big time, come and see the way he was
begging me, trying to force himself on him. “Please now, please, I won’t pour my sperm in your anus, I swear I won’t, I will be careful, we are just cousins now, please Bruno, even if this will be the first and last time” that was exactly his words that day, I can never forget, never. He tried turning me over so that he can penetrate me, forcing me, he eventually got me when he began to suck my N?pplës and that is my weakest point.
Temitope rolled me over, inserted his d_1ck in my @$$hOle and began to bang me on the couch.
Gosh, I totally forget he’s my cousin, he’s got a very large d_1ck and me I’ve got a wide @$$hOle so
I can only enjoy big ones. He was pounding me really sweet, doing it so fast, he was just Mõ@ning
like a fool, while I was feeling the pain and the sweetness all together. He was so good at it, he
lifted me and was giving me doggy style, it was getting so hot for me that I slipped off the couch
to the floor, he continued banging me on the floor, he pulled me up this time so that I can sit on
his d_1ck, Temitope is huge and he’s got muscles, very built, I began to ride his d_1ck, panting left
and right, tilting up and down, squeezing my B@@bs, kissing me ears, wanking me, till I finally
cvm, he quickly lifted me up and brought his d_1ck out my @$$hOle and was pouring on the floor,
breathing heavily. I was so ashamed after the sëx, with my cousin, I was so, so ashamed of
myself, I couldn’t look at his face. He tried kissing me, I declined, he tried hugging me to cuddle
me, I told him to stop. “What is wrong with you?, its just for fun, Bruno we are just cousin not
brothers”, he said, I couldn’t say anything, I tried standing up from the floor to stay away from
him, he didn’t allow me, he held my hands, ” say something Bruno, I don’t like this silent
treatment, at least we both enjoyed it and I didn’t force you” he added, “leave me alone, let me
go and clean up” I said, then he stood up and said “I want you to be my boyfriend, my partner”,
I was so surprised, I looked at him and started laughing, “I’m serious, I love you” he added, I was
just laughing with amusement, “its not funny” he said, I told him he’s crazy, how could he think
of such between us, we are cousins for crying out loud. He tried coming close again, I pushed
him, screamed at him to leave me alone. I warned him never to come near me again, I walked
out on him, went straight to the bathroom to clean up. I was so unhappy, having sëx with my
cousin? Its such a bad thing you know but it was so sweet. How I wish I tried hard enough to
avoid this boy, after warning him to stay away from me. Unfortunately, we continued having sëx, we do it almost everyday. So many times that Temitope won’t go for his IT, he would just be
banging me, I do bang him too, both of us are versatile, so he tops me and I also top him too, we
bang each other every time, in the kitchen, toilet, bathroom even in my parent’s bedroom, chai,
it was uncountable experience. He didn’t even have time for his IT anymore, we continued
having sëx not until one night, one night in my room, we were so careless and stupid in sëx not
love
It was in the night, everybody was asleep but me and Temitope were busy making love, we were
both having sëx. We do this almost every night, it was sweet, we were too obsessed and extreme,
we were not careful. I was banging Temitope’s @$$, giving it to him so hard, the room was dark
the light was off, the fan was rolling, it was so cool, it was so sweet, I was enjoying his @$$,
the bed was vibrating, our laps were making sounds, the Mõ@ning was getting so intense, it was
2am, I was going so fast, spanking his bony @$$, giving it to him. Then, all of a sudden the light
was on, Sh|t! We forgot to lock to the door, it was my mum that turned on the light. My mum
caught us, she caught us naked, she caught me banging my cousin’s @$$. I quickly stood up,
picked my boxers, I couldn’t look at her face, she was so disappointed. She was just shouting
“Jesus”, she was scared, she almost collapsed, she left my room in disappointment, she locked
the door. I never knew my mum wasn’t sleeping, I never knew she was praying in the midnight
while we were both having sëx, I guess our Mõ@ning was too loud. I still thank God my father
wasn’t at home that night, It would have been the worse. We couldn’t sleep, we were both
scared, I couldn’t look at Temitope’s face, I was so angry, I was annoyed with him cos he’s the
one that lured me into this, I never wanted inbreeding, homosëxual inbreeding for that matter.
Its so horrible, I guess I was too foolish to resist the temptation.
Very early in the morning, I went straight to my mum’s room, I knelt down and started crying,
weeping and begging her to forgive me. I begged her, I was crying really hard, she couldn’t talk,
she couldn’t say a word but she said “what led you into this Bruno?, you are a child of God”,
“i’m disappointed in you” she added. I cried and cried, holding her hands to forgive me, begging
her seriously. I just had to confess that I’m gay and I’ve been into it for a long time, I told her
about everything, I told her how it all started. I confessed my sins to my mother and she prayed
for me, we both prayed together. She counselled me, promised never to tell anyone about it.
She prayed for my cousin too, counselled us, warned us not to practise such act again, she
counselled us for more than 8 days, with the words of God and prayers, she showed us bible verses where it is written that any man that lay with another shall be put to death, its a curse if any man lays with another man. She prayed almost everyday, she separated me and cousin, she was watching us, she requested we bring our girlfriends. I didn’t have a girlfriend at that time but
was planning to date Doyin. I asked Doyin out and she accepted to date me, me and Temitope
wasn’t close anymore. We hardly talk, the closeness wasn’t there, until he finally finished his IT
and travelled back to Abuja while I was in school. I became a changed person, I avoided
everything that has to do with gay, even though I didn’t avoid my friends, they were still my best
friends. I started going to church, I was dating Doyin also. I was having serious sëx with Doyin,
that girl is so tight, really tight. During this period, I was a worker in my church, may God
forgive me. I stopped homosëxual but I was still missing it, I wasn’t completed without it, I
needed it. I stayed away from homosëxual for almost a year, I should have totally ignored my
Facebook back then, I mean my gay Facebook page. My whole life came crumbling after I met
this strange handsome guy from Facebook, I should have stayed away, I even impregnated
Doyin, all this happened in my final year in school.
