My whole life became complicated after meeting Tobi… I used to have 2 Facebook account, one
is the original Facebook page while the second is my gay page where I have my nude pictures.
Sincerely speaking, I stayed away from homosëxuality for very long time, I just don’t know what
came over me, probably because I was tired of having sëx with a girl. I missed having sëx with a guy, it wasn’t easy for me at all. I did everything to stop the act, I stopped but I just don’t know how I found myself doing it again. I was dating Doyin though, I loved her but I wasn’t satisfied. I was still hanging out with my gay friends but I never attended a gay a party again, Gbenro and my other friends will mock me just because I turned a life. You see, its not easy to stop being gay, if you stay away from it for a long time, you will definitely find yourself coming back to it again. I just don’t understand, I guess its an evil spirit cos I did everything to stay away from it, I prayed,fasted,
read bible verses but I still have the attraction towards same sëx. I was little bit frustrated cos I wasn’t happy, I needed a guy to have sëx with. It wasn’t easy at all, it just wasn’t easy.
I just don’t know what came over that day, probably I was bored, so I logged into my gay
Facebook page and I received lot of friends request. I added them, some sent “thanks for
accepting” messages. But there was this particular guy that I was just so attracted to, he’s name
is Tobi. Tobi is cute, light skinned, very sëxy, very very handsome and friendly too. We began
to chat, the chatting was becoming more interesting, I was enjoying his company. He claimed to
be versatile, student of University of Ilorin, he stays in Ibadan. I kinda liked him cos he was really
friendly, we ended up exchanging numbers, he was the doing the calling most times, anytime
this guy calls me, I’m always having erection, he’s got a very sweet deep voice to die for. After a
week, Tobi wanted to hangout with me, I told him I wasn’t ready for such that I’m no longer
gay. He said he just wanted to come check on me, that he’s not gonna have sëx with me, he just wanna be friends. Well, that’s what we humans say, “I’m not coming to have sëx with you, just want to say hi”, at the end the day you find yourself having a shameful hot sëx. I liked him but I was scared of having him around, I know something will definitely happen between us. Tobi begged and begged, he was really on my neck, all because he wanted to see me. He was ready to come to Lagos all the way from Ibadan just to see.
After I was R@PED by those kito guys, I discovered there was a little sore in my anus, this sore was
just expanding, it wasn’t painful, I’ve used all drugs and cream just to get it off my @$$ but it was
just expanding. The sore is a little one tho, so I wasn’t really bothered. I cared less about it cos it
wasn’t painful believing it will heal. I was also having issue with Doyin, our relationship was
having bigger problem. She was pregnant for me, I tried everything to make her abort the
pregnancy but she was just proving difficult, I begged her, convinced her to abort it, she didn’t
listen. She was scared of death, I was even more scared cos I’m a worker in my church and my
parent will be so disappointed if they hear this news, especially my mum. I gave this girl money
to abort the pregnancy, she didn’t. I was confused, I tried everything so that she would go for
abortion. She didn’t, I became so angry, I gave her my monthly allowance to go get rid of the
pregnancy, i warned her to stay away from me, if she doesn’t abort the pregnancy and I was ready
to deny the pregnancy if she keep the baby.
So one faithful day, I was alone in the room, I was depressed, confused, lonely, sad and broke, it was complicated. So I received a call from Tobi, he told me he was in Lagos and he would love to see me before he goes back to Ibadan. I declined, but was just begging me and I needed
companion that day, Gbenro wasn’t always around, he hardly stays in school. So I eventually
invited Tobi over to my place…….
Tobi got to my place, he’s way more cuter than his photographs. The moment I saw him, I was
hard immediately. I already felt like having sëx with him, I was just checking out his d_1ck size in
his trouser, he was even more friendly, I entertained him, everything was fun believe me. It was
getting late, so he told me he was about to leave, I never wanted him to go, I thought he was
gonna sleep over. I didn’t argue with him much, I stood up to wear a trouser so that I can see
him off, then he asked for a kiss. I was just laughing, I was shy, I declined but he was just
insisting I kiss him, I agreed to kiss him but it was quick one, then he said he wanted a deep kiss
not quick one. He moved closer to me, I was really shy, I was already horny, my d_1ck erected, his
d_1ck erected too. I gave him the deep kiss, and the deep kiss turned into something else. That
was it, that was how Tobi banged me all night, Tobi gave it to me really hard, he was just going
up and down. I really enjoyed the sëx, its been so long I had such sëx, but then again, I was
really stupid, I broke the covenant, my covenant was to never have sëx with a guy anymore but I made a terrible mistake. I’ve had sëx with so many strangers in my life but Tobi’s case was the worst ever, it was nightmare, it was a disaster, i almost died because of it, I shouldn’t have had sëx with Tobi, I shouldn’t …
Tobi left my place very early in the morning, I was home alone. I woke up and prayed fervently
to God to have mercy on him, I was really crying, I felt bad, I felt like a shameful sinner, I was
really bothered. I prayed for so many hours for forgiveness. Later in the day, Gbenro came back
from his parole, tired and weak. He kissed me, he was kinda happy, he came back with lot of
money. He gave me money cos I told him I was broke, Gbenro is very nice, he’s always like that,
anytime he goes for his runs, he would definitely give me money. So Gbenro informed me about
one of his new catch in Port Harcourt, disturbing him to come, runs. He said I should join him, so
that we can go see the man in Port Harcourt and the man is ready to pay 100k each after having
sëx with us, he said the man wanted threesome. I was attracted to the money but I was also
scared too, 100k? Just like that, its very surprising and during that period I was extremely broke.
Very broke, I was confused if I should go or not, I was really confused and we are to go to Port
Harcourt the next day for the runs. I told him I would think about it, I wasn’t sure about it, he
tried convincing me, he tried to get into my head, he even forced me. He begged me to follow
him to Port Harcourt, I thought about it and told him I can’t go, I was scared, he continued
forcing me to follow him but I didn’t agree. Less I forget, Gbenro informed me that one of our
friend had gonorrhoea, we were just laughing and backbiting, we even called that our friend to
mock him, we really mocked him not knowing that the worst was about to happen to us
